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BRAWL: 10/16/07

2007-10-16T16:03:00.001-07:00

STADIUM: HOME RUN CONTEST

datz old d00d

BRAWL: 10/15/07

2007-10-16T16:01:00.000-07:00

NEW PORK CITY

Awesome. A nice tribute to Pokey, and an awesome stage! This is my favorite announced stage so far.

Also, FEAR THE ULTIMATE CHIMERA.

BRAWL: 10/12/07

2007-10-13T16:19:00.000-07:00

DELAY OMG WTF
TAKING SNAPSHOTS

OH MY GOD WHAT THE HELL HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN WTF WORST DATE EVER EXCLAMATION POINT EXCLAMATION POINT ONE ONE ONE

Goddamnit

2007-10-11T18:21:00.000-07:00

My life has been so much more interesting then it usually is lately. Currently in school we're reaching for the end of the first semester. My grades are doing good, I think.

Anyway, In school, I'm starting to become really overwhelmed. The kids who I sit with at my lunch table have by now been considered my friends, though they bug the crap out of me, just like my best friends in NYC.

And on the internet, feh...There's this site I didn't even know about that seems to have replaced the GBRP, with Ake on it and such. There's no Wavesnake, but there is Mattwiz and some other people I'm not gonna go into.

Anyway, for some reason I feel as if something big is going to happen on the internet tommorow. Or some time soon.

Oh, and if you wanna know about the forum: Same old, same old, Ake is PMSing, Mattwiz
is still being a spoiled brat, etc. Oh, and get this. Wavesnake actually has a chance of being dead! Yay for me!

God, I love being sadistic.

BRAWL: 10/11/07

2007-10-11T18:20:00.000-07:00

SONIC: SPECIAL MOVES

Uggh, moves we already know about. This whole week has been so topsy turvey with good and bad updates.

BRAWL: 10/10/07(dgdkaslhgvdm)

2007-10-10T12:51:00.000-07:00

NEWCOMER: SONIC
SONIC ENTERS THE BRAWL
NINTENDO CONFRENCE FALL 2007 MOVIE

Two words.

FUCK YEAH.

EMOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTIONS

2007-10-09T16:56:00.000-07:00

I often daydream.

Before you say, "That's normal, you idiot." I daydream almost every second of every day. I call my situation "Dream levels" When I get really depressed, everything is really cloudy and I can barely tell my daydreams from life. When I'm happy, I often hear music in the backround of my life, and I'm very focused on what happens. Usually when I meet up with someone I hate during this stage, I'll act very jokingly on what they say (And they WILL say something. If you're in a high school, people HAVE to say something when they walk by you. It's that boring.) and have a very positive attitude until my level lowers again.

What do I daydream about? See, I am a very logical person. Even during daydreams the things that happen have to have a logical reason behind them. Usually I'm using some sort of supercomputer that can do anything(Deep Thought from A Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy, anyone?) or I've been granted the power to control others.

Anyway, my dreams are always one of these three.

First and most likely: Sadistic daydreams. Usually I'm being assisted by some giant force of evil, and I go on mass, graphic killing sprees. Sometimes I'm like an anti-hero, with morals, and I don't kill everyone, only those who I harbor absolute hatred for. Othertimes I'm just an evil, sadistic killer who murders anyone in my path.

Secondly, romantic daydreams. No, not like that. I'm not some sensitive bastard who wants to have fruity picnics with girls. It's usually something much more dark. Like, one that I keep having for a while Is one where I'm mutated into an angel-like figure. The goal of the orginization I work for is to kill the entire population in order to have everyone be manifested in reincarnation as "perfect" angels. In order to gain our mutant powers, we entrap actual angels within...I don't know, something. I never went too far into this. Anyway, the angel I'm assigned to...yeah, you see where I'm going with this? We get all lovey dovey, yadayda. I'm not too proud of having these.

Lastly...indescribable daydreams. These are ordinary, everyday daydreams where nothing is impossible by reality's standards, it's usually only about me...you know, actually having a happy life? There's sort of a bit of two in here, except cross romance and add "everyday modern relationship."

So, I wonder why I have such a problem? I guess It's because I'm so out of touch with reality. My whole life has just been one huge melancholy dump, so in order to maintain my sanity, I have to drive myself to denial. But this is not at all uncommon. So many other people with absolutely horrible lives, act happy all the time, and pretend that life's one big party, because the mind allows you to believe such things. My coping is no different then theirs. The only difference is, I don't sugarcoat reality.

Donnie Darko, The Haxor

2007-10-09T15:40:00.000-07:00

I watched the movie "Donnie Darko" and I must say... it's a good movie.

I'm not going to give away too much plot except it deals with a kid going through high school that I did very much relate to. Of course his issues were much more serious than mine (+ added drama that added much to the movie). And, of course, I kind of got sucked into the romance story between the main character and his high school girlfriend thing as she made him feel that he wasn't alone.

Aside from all that, the story line was quite good and the ending was, to say the least, perplexing and confusing. I'm going to have to watch it again and try to figure out exactly what happened.

As I would recommend Memento, Waking Life or even High Fidelity and Requiem for a Dream, I recommend seeing Donnie Darko but make sure the MPAA doesnt find you on kazaa if you catch my drift! I mean... be legal and rent it. Yes....

Speaking of good movies... I hear I need to see Reservoir Dogs. Perhaps I'll make that next on my list.

Remember: Pi is a great movie and maybe Fight Club will never get old...

BRAWL: 10/9/07 (Err, sorry folks. THIS one's tuesday, the other one's monday.)

2007-10-09T15:39:00.000-07:00

KIRBY: FINAL SMASH
ASHLEY'S THEME

Worst. Update. Ever. They butchered Ashley's theme, then gave us a final smash we already know about. >_>

BRAWL: 10/9/07

2007-10-09T15:36:00.000-07:00

ZERO SUIT SAMUS: SPECIAL MOVES.

Damnit, I don't want Shiek clones. >_> Her B Up is decent, though. In addition, I'll most likely be playing as Zamus a lot because I plan on maining Samus, and I don't want anyone else to get a smash ball, obviously.

Descisions, Descisions.

Internet is teh suxorz

2007-10-05T17:42:00.000-07:00

My internet was off for an entire day yesterday. Damn cable internet. Not to mention, now it's slow as hell, and dissconeccts every 10 minutes. Jesus.

Anyway, I forgot I even had this blog for a while. >_>

Hopefully I'll have better things to post about later.

BRAWL: 10/5/07

2007-10-05T17:41:00.001-07:00

TEAM

Meh. This update doesn't do it for me, since I don't play with much people. Good for sales, not good for me. Hopefully next week we'll get a stage.

BRAWL: 10/4/07

2007-10-05T17:38:00.000-07:00

SHIELDING, DODGING
FOX: FINAL SMASH

LANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDMASTAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! PROMFFFFFFFFFFFFF!

That is all.

BRAWL: 10/3/07

2007-10-03T13:01:00.000-07:00

EXCITEBIKE (And sort of Lakitu)

This is an epic week. We get:
1 Newcomer
4 Videos
1 Stage
2 Assist Trophies

As for the trophies, Excitebike sounds awesome, Lakitu not so much.

BRAWL: 10/2/07 (Samus took her clothes off!)

2007-10-02T12:14:00.001-07:00

SNAKE ENTERS THE BRAWL!
SHADOW MOSES ISLAND

EPIC FREAKING UPDATE. Not one, but FOUR voice acted videos. This also confirms home run bats, shields, entrances, Mr. Saturn....Wow. This week's looking up.

SURVEY MADNESS KEKEKE

2007-10-01T15:19:00.000-07:00

If your life was a movie, what would the soundtrack be?
So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool.

>_> I hate surveys, but this appealed to me.

Opening Credits:
Fairy Battle~Pokemon Diamond/Pearl

What the hell? This an action movie or something?

Waking Up:
One Winged Angel~Final Fantasy VII

Awesome, I'm evil... I think. >_>

First Day At School:

Girl all the Bad Guys Want~Bowling for Soup

oh snap i gotz crushed

Falling In Love:
Kefka~Final Fantasy VI

What kind of twisted love is this? >_>

Fight Song:
Chasing Through Time~Mark Mancia

This isn't Pirates. >_>

Breaking Up:

Underchomp Battle~Super Paper Mario

ROFL WTF

Life:
Dreams of an Absolution~Sonic the Hedgehog

This cannot be anything but an action movie. >_>

Mental Breakdown:
Zelda's Lullaby~Occarina of Time

Oh snap my breakdown is somehow made with happy music. >_>

Driving:
Team Aqua/Magma Battle~Pokemon Ruby/Sapphire

Awesome! Chase Scene! >_>

Getting Back Together:
You Really Got Me~Van Halen

Yay, a song that actually fits.

Birth of Child:
Ya'll Want a Single~Korn

Yay, my kid's gonna be a mass murderer.

Death Scene:
Fight! Half Boiled Hero!~Hanjuko Hero 3D

ROFL, am I gonna like, save the world by dying?

Funeral Song:
Lost Haven~Eureka 7 OST

Oh man, another song that fits. This song makes me emo ;_;

End Credits:
Promise~Super Paper Mario

Epic.

Bloopers:
We are the Champions~Queen

XD.

BRAWL: 10/1/07

2007-10-01T12:06:00.000-07:00

LUCAS

Wow, nobody excpected we'd be getting a newcomer on a monday. Anyway, awesome. Way better then that loser Ness. Which reminds me:

"Is it possible he can surpass even Ness?!"

Confusing sentence. This could mean:

1. Ness is in, as he could not surpass someone that does not fight.
2. It is taken as inuniverse, and it means that Ness is not as poweful as Lucas, thus ending the need for him.

Hmm...The suspense!

IT'S A ME, SURVEY

2007-09-30T11:37:00.000-07:00

What do people call you? Liam, Beepo, Orly, Bi-poo, Lee.

What color is your hair? Dark blond

Is it natural? Yes.

How is it styled right now? It's not.

Do you have allergies? No.

Do you have any other medical issues? Not that I know of.

Are you on medication for anything? No.

What are you doing tomorrow? Lurking

What are you doing this weekend? Don't know yet e_e

Do you have a job? Not yet.

What was the last thing you bought? An energy drink.

How good is your eyesight? 20/20

What color is your mailbox? Black

How many windows are in your room? Two.

What color are your bedroom walls? Blue.

What color are your sheets? Blue.

What color is the carpet? Um...weirdish brownish.

Do you stalk people? No.

Have you ever had a stalker? Yes, damnit!

What was the last thing you ate? Doritos

Is your handwriting neat or sloppy? Sloppy as hell.

Are you a slob? Yep.

What do you spend a lot of money on? Food and drink, duh.

How many pairs of shoes do you own? One.

Do you sleep with the door open or closed? Yes.

Do you sleep with the closet doors open or closed? Usually closed.

Who was better: N*Sync or Backstreet Boys? Backstreet Boys.

When was the last time you took a shower? 3 Days. Damn I love summer vacation.

What does your mom do for a living? She fucks up crazy people (Therapist)

Where is your dad right now? At work.

Who is the prettiest person you know? If I told you a name, you'd be like "Who the hell is that?"

What are you listening to right now? Hour of Destiny-Soul Calibur III Soundtrack

What does your favorite shirt look like? Black shirt with the words: "By the time you finish reading thist shirt, you will already be dead."

Do you read a lot? Yeah.

Do you write a lot? Kinda.

What's the biggest age difference between you and someone you've dated? lawlz dates.

What was your favorite thing to do when you were little? Play video games.

Where were you born? In a hospital in Buffalo.

Would you ever shave your head? Maybe, for an amount of money over the thousands.

Do people tell you that you're attractive? Sort of. I can't tell if they're being sarcastic or not. <_<

Do you wear a lot of makeup? No. Shut up.

What time do you get up in the morning? Late.

How long does it take you to get ready? 4 minutes.

Do you look a lot like people in your family? I am almost identical in everyway, and I hate it.

Are your parents still married? No, I'm a bastard child. >_> Of course.

Do you owe anyone money? Most likely

Who? Your mom

What for? I ask for money a lot when I'm friggin hungry.

Do you kill bugs? Yeah.

Are you afraid of the dark? Hell no.

What are you afraid of? Ummmmmmmmm....torture?

Who was the last person or people you hung out with? I can't remember.

Where was the last place you went? Outside.

Do you have a cat? I have 2.

Do you have a dog? I have one.

What color is your underwear? What the hell.

Do you like sports? Not exactly.

Do you like art? Yep.

Do you like math? No.

Do you like your school? Education: **** No People: Still no. >_>

Are your parents strict? Sort of.

What time do you have to be home? 11:00 PM

Do you watch TV a lot? Kind of.

What's your favorite movie? A Nightmare Before Christmas

Why did your last relationship fail? lol relationshipz.

Do you have any pink clothing? No.

Do you wear a lot of black? Yep.

Are you tan? No, that's stupid.

Piercings? Damnit why does everyone ask this?

Tattoos? No.

How tall are you? 6'1

Would you ever ask someone out? I'm not asexual, so yes.

Do you like the rain? Hellz Yes.

What are you wearing right now? My ACDC shirt, black jeans, your mom's panties.

Would you ever want to be famous? Not unless it's like "Awesome dude discovers cure for failure"

How did you get one of your scars? In a fight.

Do you get in fights a lot? Yes.

Have you ever had the chicken pox? Yes.

Do you get sick a lot? No.

How many living things live in your house? 12

Are you loud? No.

What math are you in? The one with the poorly funded educational system.

Do you save a lot of things that are important to you? Yes.

Do you believe in fortunes from fortune cookies? Not really.

Who was the last person you kissed? What's a kiss?

Who was the last person you hugged? What's a hug?

Who was the last person you rode with in a car? My sister.

Would you ever go bungee jumping? Yeah.

Would you ever travel to a country without indoor plumbing? No.

Do you like people? lolololololololololololololololololoolololol

The Letter A

Are you available? Mebe
What is your age? 16
What annoys you? You

The Letter B

Do you live in a big house? No
When is your birthday? Dec, 11, 1990
Who is your best friend? I don't have one.

The Letter C

What's your favorite candy? Chocolate
When was the last time you cried? When I was 13.

The Letter D

Do you daydream? Yes.
What's your favorite kind of dog? Beagle
What day of the week is it? Thursday

The Letter E

How do you like your eggs? Scrambled
Have you ever been in the emergency room? Yep
What's the easiest thing ever to do? Kill

The Letter F

Have you ever flown in a plane? Yep.
Do you use fly swatters? Yes.
Have you ever used a foghorn? No.

The Letter G

Do you chew gum? No.
Are you a giver or a taker? Taker.
Do you like gummy candies? Yes.

The Letter H

How are you? Melancholy.
What color is your hair? Stop asking this question, damnit!

The Letter I

What's your favorite ice cream? Strawberry
Have you ever ice skated? Nope.
Do you play an instrument? Viola and Piano.

The Letter J

What's your favorite jelly bean brand? Those purple ones.
Do you wear jewelry? No.

The Letter K

Who do you want to kill? Everyone in the world is preety much suseptable, and I've grown out of hating certain people more than others.
Do you want kids? No.
Where did you go for kindergarten? A school.

The Letter L

Are you laid back? Kinda.
Do you lie? No/Irony

The Letter M

What’s your favorite movie? STOP REPEATING THINGS
Do you like mangos? WHAT THE HELL

The Letter N

Do you have a nickname? No.
What is your real name? Liam O'Brien
What’s your favorite number? 13
Do you prefer night over day? Yes.

The Letter O

What's your one wish? To get a wish granted
Are you an only child? No.

The Letter P
What one fear are you most paranoid about? Dying before I do something of importance
What are your pet peeves? You, Cellphones, Tans, Belts, People, You
What's a personality trait you look for in people? Manipulative

The Letter Q

What's your favorite quote? "God is a comedian playing for an auidence that is too afraid to laugh"~Volitaire
Are you quick to judge people? Yes.

The Letter R

Do you think you're always right? Yes.
Are you one to cry? No.

The Letter S

Do you prefer sun or rain? RAIN!
What's your favorite season? Winter

The Letter T

What time is it? 2:44 PM
What time did you wake up? 8:00
When was the last time you slept in a tent? 7 years ago

The Letter U

Are you wearing underwear? Yep.
Underwear or boxers? Boxers

The Letter V

What's the worst veggie? Carrots
Where do you want to go on vacation? Soviet Russia

The Letter W

What's your worst habit? Sadistic Daydreams
Where do you live? Fredonia, NY
What's your worst fear? STOP. REPEATING. QUESTIONS.

The Letter X

Have you ever had an x-ray? No, I'm none too fond of cancer.
Have you seen the x-games? No, I hate that crap.
Do you own a xylophone? No.

The Letter Y

Do you like the color yellow? Sort of.
What's one thing you yearn for? Death

The Letter Z
What’s your zodiac sign? Sagittarius
Do you believe in the zodiac? Yes
Favorite zoo animal? Lion

Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehaaaaaaaaaa

2007-09-30T11:33:00.000-07:00

Not much has been going on lately. I got sick because of bad sleeping habits and I'm just starting to get better now.

I haven't played a videogame in over a week. I don't know why, I think it's because there's been no games that interest me in the past few months.

I found out that thanksgiving break is only like, 3 days this year. >_>

What is there to do around here...?

BRAWL: 9/28/07

2007-09-29T16:54:00.000-07:00

TOURNY MODE

Gah. Nothing special. We all knew it was coming, anyway.

BRAWL: 9/27/07

2007-09-27T13:05:00.000-07:00

POKEMON TRAINER: FINAL SMASH

Oh man, they had so much potential for this one. And they blew it on an uber elemental DBZ-style beam. Jesus, we could have had seperate smashes per pokemon, a whole new character, etc. Well, at least it's not Pit's.

BRAWL: 9/26/07

2007-09-27T13:04:00.001-07:00

MR. RESETII

Best. Assist Trophy. Evar. He has the epic ability to RANT. RANT I TELL YOU! JUST LIKE ME! >_>

BRAWL: 9/25/07

2007-09-25T12:00:00.000-07:00

DIDDY KONG: FINAL SMASH

Man, Sakurai must REALLY hate Zelda. She's been out for nearly 4 months, and not even a special moves page. But Diddy gets a final smash? Well, at least it contains EPIC PEANUTY GOODNESS IN A GUN BITCH.

A very melancholy task

2007-09-24T13:33:00.000-07:00

So, today, as a an assignment for the Semester half-ending, I have to come up with a list of pros and cons I can find about myself. Here's what I've written:

Pros:
Smarter then the average 16 year old
Very good fighter
Not overweight/underweight
Not critical to what others think

Cons:
I am not black
I have a horrible car
I do not have a girlfriend at the time
Virgin
I am sadistic
I don't listen to rap or act like I'm some gang banger
I do not drink alcohol at the time
I don't keep up with the latest TV shows
I have no friends in real life
I am anti-social, thus causing the above con
I don't smoke
Virtually every girl in school believes I am either gay or asexual, thus ending all possible chances of getting a girlfriend till I am 18-19ish (I erased this one, dispite the fact that it's true)
Any chance of me getting a friend is destroyed by the fact that this school is only 350 people strong
No job at the time

Gee, do these teachers just want you to feel like crap?

BRAWL: 9/24/07

2007-09-24T13:32:00.001-07:00

TROPHIES

Uggh, I gotta collect stickers AND trophys now? By the time I finish this game, the SSB AFTER Brawl will have came out...

Movies part two.

2007-09-21T12:48:00.000-07:00

So I watched "Catch me if you can" and "Enemy of the State" today. Both pretty good in their own ways. Then I downloaded Underworld, but it was in SMR format and the SMR codec I downloaded didnt play it. God dammit!

That's it! I'm going to sleep! The gods of media codecs have had their way with me....

At least this band is the best in existence. Download some songs from them - seriously!

Is 80% worth a 1000 mile trip? Is X11 redirection not the cooles thing in the world? Why does SMR even exist anymore? Will the people at school stop talking about porn stars?

Some things I may never find out. Sigh.

FIGHT TIME

2007-09-21T12:02:00.000-07:00

This dispute is just affecting all people around it! Beware! If you even KNOW any of the people you might be pulled in :x I mean obviously it's just a big fight between 2 exes (Yay, not me!) and hopefully it doesn't get blown out of proportion.

Side one: Chris needs to stop using Emily for his place to vent anger about some random ex and try to make Emily believe what he believes - that some random ex is an evil person who uses people for her purposes and is doing to this Emily. In reality some random ex was just being nice because she wanted to be because she realized she wasn't talking to Emily much and so started to again.

Side two:My side: I HAVE NO IDEA WHO THIS MYSTERY EX IS ;_:

Side Three: Ex should just stop worrying about Chris and probably shouldn't wish death and/or pain upon him as that isn't a very nice thing. Regardless of what happened or is happening, the exes should agree to disagree and just get things over with already. No need to be "at war"... just don't talk to each other.

Jesus christ, I barely even know these people. >_>

And of course this isn't doing any good for Emily... stuck in the middle of things. But fucking love seeing people being tortured by emotions.

RANDOM: I have nothing to do again for the weekend, yay.

BRAWL: 9/21/07 (FUCK YES! YOU ARE THE BEST UPDATE EVER)

2007-09-21T11:59:00.001-07:00

SOLID SNAKE
METAL GEAR SOLID: MGS4 LOVE THEME
SNAKE: SPECIAL MOVES

FUCK YES! A triple update! ABOUT SNAKE! SNAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKE! This is definetly the best update in a while, and thus far my favorite week of updates. Too bad next week will most likely dissapoint...

Grr!

2007-09-20T13:00:00.000-07:00

If there's anything that makes me angrier than a white male who is sexist... it's a female that is sexist. A woman that accepts her role as a sexy body, a wife, a mother, etc., and nothing more makes me sick. Why is it hard to see that the world is controlled by rich white men (90 something percent of business, government, etc.)? Look. You make 70 cents on the man's dollar, you just recently were allowed to vote, just now the tides of education are starting to even out... the government doesn't even want you to have a right to your own body! (abortions are necessary sometimes, fuck you christians who think otherwise)

If you are ok with being controlled and kept subordinate, then that's your issue. But I'll be FUCKING DAMNED if you will hold back the rest of this race from progress.

These are the same people that didnt want women to have the right to vote and the people that didnt want blacks to be citizens. A pattern emerges... the word is CONSERVATIVE. The republican party is an example.

"workers of the world, unite!" just doesn't cover it anymore. We ALL need to "unite" and stop perpetuating stereotypes and predefined sexist gender roles. A women is more than a body and a man isnt just an unemotional football-watching bread winner.

Random

2007-09-20T12:25:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, I downloaded a crapload of music. Good music. Indeed.

I argued with some creationists, then learned about the chain rule in math. Wow! >_>

Then I took an exam for this technology test. I was so effing sick I couldn't stay focused. I obviously failed.

Aside from boring bullshit that isn't important, it's cold out right now. The snow won't come until November hopefully though (and stay on the ground). Then its 5 long months of pure snow... oh boy! I gotta learn to snowboard...

Still waiting for developments in the current situational online drama."It's like a movie", it was once said and I do believe that is correct. Considering the fact that peace does not last, I figure I'll get pulled into some serious shit soon.

BRAWL: 9/20/07

2007-09-20T12:22:00.001-07:00

PIPLUP

needs moar mudkipz. In all seriousness, it just seems like a Marill clone. With water. >.>

BRAWL: 9/19/07

2007-09-20T12:19:00.000-07:00

THE ENEMIES FROM SUBSPACE

Well, we got some preety awesome looking enemies. Poppant will forever live on as the best enemy in fightning game history.

"Right now, I’d like to introduce some of the more powerful ones."

This implies there are moar. Good, it would suck if these were the only ones.

BRAWL: 9/18/07

2007-09-20T12:15:00.000-07:00

WI-FI ONLINE MOTHA FUCKAZ

FUCK YEAH! Finally an online service I cannot find problems with! You even get to register TAUNTS! TAUNTS DAMNIT! What I wonder is, how will the characters be managed? Can someone else play as a character they unlocked, while you haven't unlocked that character? Will the roosters be set to starters only? Well, it says the Wi-Fi updates are due, so I eagerly hope for more soon.

Sickness, fuck no

2007-09-20T12:13:00.001-07:00

So, I've been sick for the past two days. Sucks to be me. I had this flu that gave me a body temperature parallel to that of a turkey being burnt in a korean oven. An expensive korean oven. But I'm back now, for you to not care lah~

BRAWL: 9/17/07

2007-09-17T14:49:00.001-07:00

GOLDEN HAMMER

Oh wow. Talk about an uber item. As if the regular hammer didn't do enough damage, this one does more! AND YOU CAN FLOAT IN MIDAIR! I'm glad they gimped it with the squeaky hammer, or this would be hella cheap.

Philosophization...

2007-09-17T13:49:00.000-07:00

The human experience, ranging from wanting to die, fearing death, or fearing life, to wanting to live, fearing mediocrity, or enjoying ones existence, is a very confusing thing. On the same level... it is so beautiful. It is times like these that I am glad to be alive and glad to have a future. Just having a future, that is in my own hands, is awe-inspiring...

Even loneliness, I hate to say it, has it's place in this world. I don't enjoy it while it's going on (right now), but at some point I have to know that it CAN end. This is why I must go on... why I must try.

For some it is simply finding a job, getting their license or GED, or establishing a career. For many, it is finding someone out there to experience everything with... for all, it is reaching their goals, no matter what they are. For me, it's getting all A's this semester without doing any work! Just kidding. heh.

For me, in all seriousness, it is finding someone to get rid of this god damn loneliness.

I really could be more productive. Perhaps! in some future I am. Ok then.

Japan.

2007-09-16T13:58:00.000-07:00

So some idiot yesterday sent me a video of the opening to some random anime, Lucky Star. I clicked on it, and immediatly hated the song.

AND I CANNOT STOP LISTENING TO IT.

I wonder, what kind of technology does Japan have to hypnotize people in such a way?

NOTE: Do not view my link unless you want to be entranced in a very pedophilic way.

Power Outage

2007-09-16T12:08:00.000-07:00

So my house had a power outage at 1:30 PM (I woke up around 2PM). It lasted until about a few minutes ago, around 6:20AM - over 12 hours! And since I sleep like an insomniac, I had nothing to do after I went to bed other than preoccupy myself with my own thoughts and hope I get sleepy.

So I just turned my computer on, and I have 7 new emails in my email inbox. A couple attempts at some kind of virus I presume (application attachments to 'MS Security Alert' even though I've gotten like 50 of these) and an MSN image from this girl that I dread so much. If she keeps pissing me off, you can bet you'll hear about her later.

I'M PISSSSSSSSING YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Movies.

2007-09-15T08:34:00.000-07:00

So I've just been watching movies. More movies. Just got done watching The Skulls (good movie). Next on the list is Finding Nemo, which I've already seen, but is being played by my town's crappy film club.

It's kind of weird though. All of the movies I watch make me feel lonely. Kind of pathetic I guess. I saw the American Pie series and all it made me think of was when they got together and got married. Then The Skulls had a romantic theme also. I'm a sucker for that kind of theme I guess, cause I don't really have anyone.

No fear though, I respected the movies for their other parts too...

Dum de dum, wasting my weekend awayyyyyyyyyy

BRAWL: 9/14/07

2007-09-15T08:32:00.000-07:00

ICE CLIMBERS

Woah. Nice one Sakurai. Not only did you dismiss the WW Link/Bowser Jr. rumor, you put in one of the least excpected veterans, that also happens to be my old main. Yay! A very good week for dojo.

lol, internet

2007-09-13T14:27:00.000-07:00

I've been doing nothing at all today except surfing the interwebz. If I wrote this in paragraph form, it wouldn't work for my memory, so here we are with thy stactative lines.

Youtube: Watched videos that I've seen several times before.
Gamefaqs: Posted on the Brawl and Super Paper Mario boards. They seem rather inactive today.
Blogspot: e_e
Google: Searched for random sites I used to go to. It led me to going to YTMND, Newgrounds, and my old wiki.
Forums: Other than gamefaqs, my old wiki led me to lurking throughout other people's wikis. Which led me to, le gasp! The wiki for the CARA, an old CYOA from the forum I've been mentioning 80,000 times. If you don't know what a CYOA is, then you suck. Anyway, I lurked the CARA forums, which the members of my old forum hated, quite a bit. Suprisingly, ALMOST EVERYONE THAT WAS THERE OVER A YEAR AGO WAS STILL THERE NOW. Jesus christ, I guess It substituted the GBRP for them.

I'm off for now, got to do homework e_e

BRAWL: 9/13/07

2007-09-13T10:10:00.000-07:00

STAMINA MEGA FLOWER CURRY HEAVY SL--I MEAN SPECIAL BRAWL

Yes! Best update since My Music. I've been waiting for them to stop whoring Subspace Emissary for a while now...Now I can have my epic Stamina Mega Flower Curry Heavy Slow Angled Brawl!

School.

2007-09-13T10:06:00.000-07:00

Went to bed around 1am last night, woke up after some difficulties at 7:15. Got perhaps 7 hours of sleep. Not too bad.

Went to "my perspectives class", now creation vs. evolution. Saw a movie about the evolution of humans with cute chimpanzees and lemurs. Awww. Hehe. Most of the kids in the class saw it as nothing but a "bias" movie with the presupposition of evolution being true. I was like duh... did you think they were going to bring creation into it?

Then there's history, and technology, then I'm done!

Now I act like a lazy bitch. Yay!

BRAWL: 9/12/07

2007-09-12T12:03:00.000-07:00

HALBERD

Oh boy. Fail/10. Ok, see here, this stage has ALREADY BEEN CONFIRMED, DAMNIT! Jeez, I want NEW information when I log on to the dojo! If I had more rant material I'd use it...

Habla Espanol?

2007-09-11T17:15:00.001-07:00

So who knows how to say 'blatant and pathetic cry for help' in Russian?

Friends.

2007-09-11T15:17:00.000-07:00

So I understand that the presupposed reason for having a journal is for yourself, but there is an underlying assumption that others will read it, but here I go with my innertmost secrets with this assumption (is this a hope? I don't know), but not on the surface.

Luckily for me, I have just made a realization (that I've kind of known, but it hasn't really hit me): I have no friends. Ixnay on the ucky-lay.

I kind of lost all my friends when I had my emo phase. So when I finally grew some balls, I had no one. I have tried to meet new people for friends, but alas, to no avail.

I don't drink and I'm uncomfortable at parties, so I don't go to those, which hurts my meeting-people potential right off the bat, so to speak. Furthermore, I tried to join a student organization, but they all hated me. I don't like the people that I hang out with, as they're all egotistical (with or without reason) gamers that don't do their homework and are obnoxious. Ok, exaggeration. Nonetheless, I don't get along with them.

I thought it was just a matter of time before I met some people, but I'm starting to think that maybe it's me. It's my character. Maybe all those times that people told me "you have problems," they weren't joking. I had always assumed they, in their ever jokingness, were simply trying to cut me down without reason. Little did I suspect they would have a reason. My automatic reaction to this feeling is to assign the fact that "they" have the feelings of happiness and friends to the idea that their methods are shallow, or that "they suck, who needs what THEY have, etc."

"They" aren't feeling like shit right now, though, and that shows me to be at least on some level to be wrong. Wrong, wrong, wrong. I have to stop making excuses for my lack of friends, and realize that there is a cause, but it's likely in no way acceptable as I'd like it to be. Something has to change - it's gonna be either me, them, or some third option I'd rather not discuss.

At the risk of sounding corny, if you have friends: please, please, cherish them and realize what a great thing they are. Being completely, totally, and undeniably alone is not fun and quite frankly almost makes me want to cry - that is, if I would ever admit to myself to even HAVE emotions. This is something I'm totally unprepared to concede, though.

I would write this off as depression if I could, but I can't: it's complete and utter sadness, and that's that. Depression is at least "cooler"...At least in TV shows.

Creationists should die. In a fire.

2007-09-11T12:11:00.000-07:00

I am so annoyed right now. I have this class that is based on 'Creation vs. Evolution' and most of the students (except me) are creationists. So, it goes without saying that most of the discussion is complete and utter bullshit. However, today sunk to new levels!

We discussed how since there are so many stories about dragons, they MUST have both been real and were talking about dinosaurs that existed at the same time as humans. WTF!?

Also, MAYBE laws of science change according to some other law, like gravity or thermodynamics aren't really laws! Yeah! And maybe this is all a dream! SHUT UP! Man...

They are soooo illogical and idiotic. Creation is such bullshit it makes me want to cry.

BRAWL: 9/11/07

2007-09-11T12:08:00.000-07:00

LYN

Finally, an assist trophy that's actually USEFUL. She looks a bit like a modern Scizor, slicing enemies with little chance of failure. But this also means that Hector could be in the game, or some other FE7 characters. This week is looking up.

WTF

2007-09-10T16:25:00.000-07:00

Everyone I have IMed in the past few minutes has just ignored me (they are not idle or afk). It's either a huge coincidence that EVERYONE IS AFK TODAY (and has 'allow people to know how long ive been idle' turned off), or people just don't want to respond to me.

People suck.

Or maybe I'm just tired. I don't know.

Also, I have come to the realization that I am addicted to Zelda's music. Just the pure nostalgic jingles in every song...best music ever.

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2007-09-10T14:13:00.000-07:00

So NOW I'm told that oversleeping causes tiredness. GOD DAMMIT! And APPARENTLY 12 hours is "oversleeping". Gah!

As it would turn out, Zelda: ALTTP is not as fun as it was when I was a kid...It's way too easy now. OOT was much better, looking back.

Oh, and today's Brawl update was Munchlax.

From now on, I'm gonna post everyday on my thoughts on the brawl updates. How fun! Despite the fact that nobody cares...

Anyway, here I go.

MUNCHLAX

Despite the fact that this was a rather boring update for most people, I liked it. Well, not as much as the past week's updates, but you know what I mean. Since Melee, all pokemon have done is: A. Attack, B. Do nothing, or C. Become a distraction (Wobbafett) This could become useful in PvP matches. After all, I'd say no item at all is better then your friend kicking your ass with the item.

Jesus.

2007-09-10T12:08:00.000-07:00

Well, today I woke up at 7am and I so far think I am OK. I am still a bit tired (after 12 hours of sleep!), but, the hell with it.

I'll have to write my paper on "is evolution compatible with religion?" for one of my classes pretty soon, but that can probably wait until the day before it's due, right? RIGHT?

Gotta go grab some lunch now...

slakdfj

2007-09-09T15:58:00.000-07:00

*sleep*

I AM DYING, EGYPT, DYING!

2007-09-09T14:48:00.000-07:00

Almost to 6pm, I'm getting there.

Ohhhh I'm gonnna dieeeeeeeee...

So tired, so hungry (staying up all night not eating then sleeping and not eating = bad).

I wonder what tommorow's Super Smash Bros. Brawl update will be? Hopefully not some crappy "Special Moves" page.

Also, listen to Radiohead. Their music is AWESOME.

Not as long of a post.

2007-09-09T13:53:00.001-07:00

Mission successful so far.

So I've stayed up most of a day. It wasn't THAT hard, considering I had tons of coffee. It's been about 16 hours.

Now the test is if I can stay awake for the length of this day and get to bed on time tonight...

Hopefully my first long post

2007-09-09T13:01:00.000-07:00

So, about two years ago I was like, the most motherfucking emo kid on the planet. Well, I considered myself "goth", anyway. I really didn't know how to put my feelings in words other than angsting out, or being quiet. And to this day, I am a sex slave to this site, gamefaqs.

Despite the fact that It is filled with several idiots, noobs, rickrollers, and idiotic moderators, I find myself posting at least 10 times a day. Sucks, dosen't it. Anyway, during my "emo" period, I played Paper Mario: The Thousand Year Door. Well, it lead to me going on to Gfaqs's respective forum for this game. Everyone there was a complete asshole, always acting senile, and creating "fads" which wouldn't last more than a day on an otherwise artistic website, if not for the spamming of the fads. But since I was young and naive, I loved it. I posted there at least twice the amount I normally do these days, and became friends with the most important online people in my life; to name the most important: Ake, Pennington77, and Flamingcake.

Remember how I said the moderators at gamefaqs were idiots? Well, one in perticular, Wally, destroyed half the crappy fad topics and CYOAs at the PM:TYYD board. Looking back, I don't blame him, that much unorginallity makes me sick. But two forums were made in place of this board, since the one they had was considered "unsafe" due to Wally. Pennington created Penguin's Slide; an all purpose forum. I had a very good friendship with Pennington, so I went there, instead of going to the other, more important forum: Flamingcake and Ake's Great Good and Bad RP, which was more of the CYOAS and fads I hated.

I was on Penguin's Slide more than a crack addict is on probation. It was like all the good from the boards on Gfaqs was transferred there, and the bad was destroyed. But long story short, eventually it became identical to The Good and Bad Rp, but with less activity, so Pennington, now known as Whispy, closed it. I moved to the forum under Ake's juristiction. I had a very bad reputation at Penguin's Slide, so I was under watch there, and wasn't given moderation powers (Almost a standard there) until a very long time. Before that happened, one user that I had already hated on Gfaqs, Wavesnake (I have no idea what he's known as now, he changes his name every 5 seconds >.>) hated me due to the fact that I hated the most known fad on the forum. The "mango" fad, as I dub it, consided of a Desu-like mindless spamming of the word "MANGO!" or sometimes with some other sentence like "MANGOS ARE ROUND" or "MANGOS ARE AWESOME, DUDE" This was even grafted into the most known CYOA on the forum, the CARA, leaving all creativity dead. Anyway, back to Wavesnake. He deleted several of my posts for no reason, and "smited' my "karma", which was a show of how much members like you; all the time. Eventually I had enough, and insulted him even more forcefully then I already did. Either Wavesnake banned me, or Ake, Wavesnake's bitch did. I don't remember. Anyway, I was pissed as hell.

I kept thinking, "Why did Penguin Slide go so wrong" and go all crazy over an internet forum. That was really childish, looking back. I wondered if I could go back until a different e-mail address, and see what happened after I was banned? I did so. Turns out nothing really happened, other then a slight skism inbetween the Penguin Slide members and GBRP members. T'was to be excpected, now both the GBRP members, who live in fear of Wavesnake hated me, and the Penguin Slide members still grudgingly hated me. This inevidably led to MASS CHAOS IN ALL FUCKING DIRECTIONS. I swear, someone was being banned once a weak, everyone hated at least half the board, I really don't know why I, or anyone else stayed. This even led to me leaving by my own choice, and joining with a forum they hated for no reason, Called "Chris's Forum" or something like that. But if you are seeing a pattern, you know I came back. Eventually, I gained respect from pretty much everyone, even Wavesnake. But just like the PMTTYD board, eventually the fads got out of control. I was pissed as usual, but Ake was apparently more pissed. Ake, litterally genocided all of the CYOAs, namely the CARA, which was like cigars to half the board. The creater of the CARA left, and half the board went with it. So Ake and WS were so insane now, they were self-destructive. I was still stupid as hell, but eventually I left, along with many, many others.

I think my leaving topic is still on the Good and Bad RP , assuming that the moderators didn't have an edit-fest on it. Register and check it out, if you really want to, don't count on me posting it here.

Anyway, I'm out of contact with all but one GBRP members, namely SurfingVaporeon, SV I met out of pure coincidence on the Super Paper Mario board on gamefaqs, If anyone reads this stupid blog, it will most likely be him...heh

You'd think this was a fucking livejournal

2007-09-09T10:03:00.000-07:00

'Everything Hitler did to the Jews, all the horribly unspeakable misdeeds, had already been done to the smitten people before by the Christian churches. . . . The isolation of Jews into ghetto camps, the wearing of the yellow spot, the burning of Jewish books, and finally the burning of the people - Hitler learned it all from the church. However, the church burned Jewish women and children alive, while Hitler granted them a quicker death, choking them first with gas.' (Dagobert Runes, historian, as quoted in Haught, 1990, 163).

Interesting, yes?

Insomnia

2007-09-09T09:13:00.000-07:00

Staying up very late isn't good. Here's why.You sleep all the next day, then you don't get the bed the next night, then you sleep all the next day. That is, unless you HAVE to get up the next day. Then you're extremely sleepy.
Such is the case for classes on Monday.

So here's my plan: I've already stayed up ALL night, and I need to stay up ALL DAY, then go to bed early (around 8pm) so I can wake up in the morning on Monday for class. Staying up 24 hours might be annoying, but I've done it so far.

I NEED SOME COFFEE, DAMNIT!

Dude. Details.

2007-09-08T18:09:00.000-07:00

Only like, 5 minutes away from my first post, I make another one. I'm an idiot for giving away information on today's internet, but feh, I've got nothing to lose.

MSN: obrienaj@netsync.net, Username Blumiere.

Oh, and for those of you thinking of spamming my email, I made that WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY back long ago, and my dad stole this address after I used it. So uh, good luck spamming my dad.

Also, I have nothing at all to do right now. @_@ Maybe I'll fall asleep, but my insomnia prevents me from doing so.

I have a feeling the posts on this thing are going to be so often, that I'll have at least 5 posts a day. But no more today, as I am bored. Gooooooooooooood bye.

First post.

2007-09-08T18:01:00.000-07:00

Yes indeed, I've made a crappy blog! What will I post about? No one knows! Maybe I'll post about my life! Or what I'm pissed about! Or what I'm happy about!

Maybe this whole thing will fall apart! I hope not, I never work on anything continuously, I hope this will last at least 6 months....

Welcome aboard all readers of this blog that fail so much that they don't have anything else to be doing. Gooooooooooooood bye for now.